11 March , had PTC . Started at 5 , and guess what ? I had to wait for my dad for almost three hours . He came at 7.45pm . Phew . Tired you know , waiting . While waiting , played Monopoly Deal with friends . Everyone got their different rules to play . Haiyaa . Oh yes ! Cute boy and his mum met th teachers . It's a pleaure to see him . He smiled at his teachers and oh my . I melted . I love his smile . Who doesn't ? Right , cute boy ? I kept staring at his cute smile . Haha . Uhoh . Bochui der .

{Anw, today's post is for someone.}

To dearest cute boy . This post is for you . Yes ! Specially for you .

I would want to express it here . Cause , I don't know what else and how to express it so , I think this is th best way .
Do you know how much I love you ? How much I miss you ? I guess no . No one knows except God .
Yes , I fall for th wrong guy . Even I know that . What else can I do ? My heart had chose you and therefore my heart loves you . Since sec 1 till now , my love for you never fades . It grows bigger and bigger . I'm not lying to you . What for I lie right ?
Okay . Direct to th point . I'm not asking you to love me nor asking you to accept my love . I only want to say that I LOVE YOU . Yes . I L O V E Y O U ! Oh boy . Honestly , I could not get over you . This is for you to know . This is my first love ever and you are th first boy I loved . How great ! I've never know what does love means and how it feels . And now , I'm feeling it . And , it hurts . One sided love really hurts and I bet you felt this feeling before . Yeah ? I'm not wasting my time for you and will never will . People might thought that I'm wasting my time waiting for you but .... I'm not . Don't get me wrong .
Do you know that I had once had a sweet dream about you . Oh . I could not forget th sweetest dream ever . You had asked me out for a movie at night . Movie started at 10 plus . My mum let me out . And , you fetched me . Movie ended at 12am . Th best part is that , you had proposed to me in front of th BNS . I was like so shock . I accept it and I hugged you . We walked home together . In front of my door , you whispered to my ear and said ' I love you ' . You gave a last hug and k*****d my cheek . Argh . Isn't it sweet ? I could never forget th dream . Oh yes , I forgot to include , you proposed to me on 15th june . Every 15th of th month comes , I would remember th dream . And I would smile to myself .
Cute boy , I miss you so much . How I wish I could express my feelings face to face . But nevermind . I'm posting this , cause I could not keep it to myself any longer . I believe that one day , I will get over you . I want ask for something . Will you smile to me whenever we bump into each other ? Cause why ? I love your smile so much . Smile to me okay ? And lastly , I love you , i really do . ♥♥♥

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