Yesterday , I forward [insertsnamehere] th convo between Me & Heart . I asked him whether is it ok or not as I made it myself . So yah . He replied . I will convert it to english aites .
Him : I was bathing . Just finished work . Ok uh . Is it fr me ?
Me : I don't know . Haha .
Him : Hahaha . Confirm uh niy . I like your style . Direct . But , kinda weird sometimes .
Me : Ok laa . Yaa . It's for you . I like to be direct uh . It's like . I don't like to keep . Why weird ?
Him : Rare to get people like you . Haha . Lucky it happens to me . If other people who cannot accept it . Jengjengjeng .

Ok . I guess I will stop there only . I don't want to continue any further . So . Read th sentence in bold ? He like my style of being direct . It's rare to see a guy like that . I'm happy .

Anw , I'm suddenly feeling very down . I'm sad . Only I know why . Oh god . Please give me strength to handle this . I'm sick of hurting myself . && Heart . I'm sorry for all th hurtings . I'm sorry . ):
Ohh , come on Fiizah . I know you're strong . Cheer up , will you ?

& Oh boy . She likes you . And I know you like her too . Come on . Why don't you confess to her ? It's your chance . You like her and she likes you . Do you remember that you have once love my friend but my friend doesn't love you ? [ which is what I'm feeling now ] It's your chance now . Go on , confess to her . So that , I can get rid th feelings I had for you now . Please . I'm sure you will be happy with her . (: I love you . But , I have to get over you soon . I must . :'(

Though I'm sad . I will still have to put a smile on my face . Goodnight . Takecare .

Labels: One sided love really hurts .